Friday, September 27, 2024

Portray effect

What would happen if i portray trump what happens if i portray him but he also has my skills excluding my weak side

from what i know trump is all about when a person handles stress he's going to succeed. meaning most people only work when they're in the mood or comfortable, trump works even stressed.

trump doesnt play video games

trump works every second and mind on money

trump doesnt procrastinate

trump wins


you must shock yourself

there

 MUST stand against fear and threats

todays trends is not the future. trends today are just controlled by media.

Thursday, September 26, 2024

hmm

Do differently than others

amazon and bitcoin never was popular, many people doubted lack of knowledge.

Tuesday, September 24, 2024

Control

companies will want you weak want you to not work on your goal, make you stay as a consumer. this is you get from food, media and everywhere.

Google censoring information and promotes on ads on top of page. sites that pays google, that promotes propaganda that benefits google. i search headache are a cause of what, they don't say the specific sickness. but when you " " it shows the sites that don't pay google.

Saturday, September 21, 2024

Data

It's important to save and retain data of history for future people to know the truth. the media will cover everything for their own benefit.

Wednesday, September 11, 2024

Media lies

Everything in the world of media I'd say 50% are lies. I can't even tell how many I've already seen. but the most video that striked me one just recently I've seen is a video from a ML player who said in his video. dont fear the one player who plays all heroes but the player who played one hero for a thousand matches. now I almost believed him, but then i played the game and thought hmm wouldn't be better if you adjust and choose the hero to pick based on the enemy hero? so there's been a conflict on my mind (covid era) between what to believe. I really thought he was right because he was uploading videos of him always winning. but then i saw his live 8 hours video of him playing the game and then i saw the reality, he gets loses and gets killed constantly. that's when i knew, he was lying about choosing only one hero was the right thing to do.

It might sound quite weird but the media is 50% lying to your face just to make you believe and side to their program and propaganda. behind all those videos is just another person trying to convince to manipulate you into believing their way of controlling you and to destroy you for their own benefit.

You must decide for yourself. and have the knowledge to think for your own. and not for the others. think of it as REMOVE everything and we are just left as people. people trying to survive and survival is through fighting. and some will take advantage. manipulating you for their own benefit. I somehow sometimes think that emotions don't exist survival does. as people tend to stick with people that they know they'll have the benefit to survive. It's dark, but It's a way to really see what's happening behind every action.

Monday, September 9, 2024

Question everyone

If i had to go back in time and advice my younger self. I would tell him to question everyone. question everything. to ask himself are you still in control of yourself and your life. are there any external factors controlling your decisions. and to not trust easily.

Sunday, September 8, 2024

Propaganda

If only i saw it earlier.

I wish elon have bought twitter early. the problem is this is i did not realize it early, that the vacs were bad. iwas being programmed by the media propaganda, that you must take the vacs. ANYWHERE from TV, Facebook (Zuck admitted), Twitter. I knew it i was sceptical about it, i heard about the side effects and all. but the PRESSURE around me made me give in. i was so stupid. curse you my step dad, school staff and the people around me. i thought i was the only one.

Tuesday, September 3, 2024

Evil

My dad was actually right all along. it sounds hard for me to say it because of how he treated me but.

He's right Bill Gates is evil. not because he invented windows not computers but windows, but because of the state right now. given his ideas are anti humanity, and supported on killing millions thru vaccines. absolutely terrifying to think.

He's not right to show me that drinking is okay, to destroy my self esteem. to show that porn is okay, to show that it's okay to be vaccinated and forced me even tho i was okay not getting it. what a fucking mess.

I will always regret that day.

Saturday, August 17, 2024

Regret

Regret is pain. It is the most painful thing you'll ever get. You'll carry it always. it's mistakes that you could've avoided if you just followed the things you learned.

I looked back on my notes and just realized

I had all the knowledge to dodge the painful regret yet

I did nothing

Never ignore the warning signs. especially the ones that are from your head.

I had all the warning signs but what I do? I just keep trying to validate myself to my friends

trying to be close and be there for them and just the most stupid thing to do. when i thought having relationships is the way. but no.

You only have yourself. and the way to do it is to ask for help or assistance too. but do not neglect yourself. your self is always on the top. not the others.

There is no one there for you. No one is going to help you or guide you. It's all you. so you better protect yourself at all times. your body is the business. it's more than a billion dollar asset no money can buy. and there is no way you can turn back mistakes. live wisely.

 

The effect

I had pancreatitis from drinking and having the V. which was because of people around me. and not listening to myself.

Saturday, August 3, 2024

Mental Toughness

It is by strength in mentality to overcome challenges and test in weaknesses where you are prone to making a mistake and your mental strength is the key to overcome emotional warfare going on in your head.

the real problem is culture limiting and media. that tries to limit you and the most powerful to counter it is to believe to believe you are going to reach your goal. that you are this powerful person that the media is trying hard to stop you to reach your potential, and the only way to get on track is to always believe in yourself.

Wednesday, July 17, 2024

Do stupid stuff you get stupid prizes.

Don't you just kind of laugh when a stupid person on Reddit post something stupid they did and blame the wrong on the other person, when in reality, they let the other person do bad to them.

So idk what kind of culture does people live in Reddit but there was a comment trying to say its not their fault. but the thing is the victim did all the things they shouldn't do to avoid a bad thing to happen wtf.

Reddit has full of enablers.

Saturday, July 6, 2024

Here in Toplvldev

We are helping you guide, to a beautiful living

away from mistakes that I've made.


First I introduce my self

I have a terrible and fun experience throughout

I have OCD, Blood clot and Pancreatitis

Which they all have common fixes and have almost been avoidable.


But the number tip I could give to you in this post is. Love yourself FIRST

when you love yourself, you take care of yourself and you don't take bullshit from others and most importantly YOU DON'T VALIDATE YOURSELF FROM OTHERS. that means you don't try to impress others. don't destroy your own belief just because of parents or school even if you know you are doing the right act.

the greatest most illusion in the stages you're still learning and growing are the "illusion based pain" which is the getting accepted by everyone. now this illusion is based of our evolutionary needs of trying to survive as a pack. but that illusion was way before when dinosaurs are around. sorry when lions where like your neighbor.

but the problem today is you've always carried that evolutionary skill. which is quite not useful today. what i mean is, when you try to fit in by trying to do things that's bad for you. that's not really evolutionary at all, that's just plain stupid.

all the regrets and pain (physical) I've experience right now is through being stupid, trying to impress others. bad addictions and habits that was never had symptoms but it stacks and when a symptoms arise, it is too late. never be in that too late stage.

This is the purpose why I'm making this, I want to help young ones don't get to this stage I am right now, this too late stage.

How do you join? just by visiting this blog.