women are a waste of time and energy. they are absolutely the most. i cant even describe how. listen. I'll just say women. they will waste your time and energy. there's not an once of logic is with them. and what you're dealing is a really bad investment. what you gain is it will depend on the type you get but mostly it will become sexual. in my situation where my life is hanging. and my health is on the line. i absolutely am in a situation where everything exhaust me. what im trying to say is whatever you do to make everything great will be nothing to a woman and youll waste time and energy. and every bit of logic has gone out because of emotions. that is the most exhausting and time wasting thing in the entire history.

regret

there really comes a moment when. even if i feel i need to stick of being positive. you really cant deny how hard it is to accept you circumstance right now. my case was avoidable and the warnings were there and i thought i learned it but the devil really comes to you and tries to bring you to the worst way.

im living in a nightmare

i honestly feel like im living in a nightmare. who wants to be me rn? i cant even imagine how terrible if someone had a life like me. TERRIBLE. bad parents. bad friends. bad finance. bad experiences. just terrible and idk. i just feel like. its just terrible to be in my position.